am i that ugly?

i was frustrated like hell.. feels like eating all the medicine and sleep for the rest of my life.
am i that ugly? am i that fat? am i that weird?
it’s just a week, a one week thing, the happiest one week in my life
i am happy the feeling of he is there
but pathetic me after he brought me to the movie, he left just like that… he texted me asking me to accompany him watch a movie, we never met each other only as virtual friend but it was really a great friendship.. he picked me up, brought me to the cinema, watched the movie and sent me back- thats it! not even a drink.. and the saddest thing, no more all the sweet messages.. this is pathetic and hopeless right?
since yesterday, i keep thinking am i that ugly? i am sad
i just hope that i can get rid of this pathetic feeling.. the new year just begin and i don’t want the sadness continues.. people, please pray for me, will you?

Prove me something else

prove me you are not!